Howard McLeod Correctional Center (HMCC) – Family and Visitor Guide

Im currently been out for two years and have come along way, i hated police and disopised the legal enforement becausd i had spent time locked up for crime i did not commit, but even though i went through that was raped, beat on and abused and got hooked on drugs i never blamed the guards or Good and stayed true to who i was, lost my family while in there and was thinking it was a big nightmare tat this had happen to me, no way a good guy gets locked up doing what told. but i did, misss richhardson was cruel to me and blackmailed me the time i spent there but she did not know i was forced to left ppl use my bunk to smoke, but she should treated me better and not threaten me to be a snitch / spy i respond that can get me killed to tell on imnates and she replyed > " Sop what youll do it oror she hunt me down even if i left that priison and got free, and make my life an nightmare or living hell but i cant remebereed exzect words. trent, a young guard he looked like oppie talor from andy griffin show but grown, he would listen but be strenn and not chooce sides, he would rol his sleezes up in middle of hot summer take shovel well mentaloy i was broke luckly she never came after me . mentally broken from all went through but good did gappen in there, was best yard i was on least amount drugs, and lot space walk or do stuff. books galore and best libarty i seen or heard of in alll priisons. got my ged there and did all programs i ciuld, moved to librartyy and read and learned as i worked there. then dickconners has college program, i want make family proud so i went, that was a big mistake. dcccc was where mind shakkered once strong now weak broken mentally, where beat on in sleep, rape and more happen where i fell down d=bad gaurds did nohthing some ebvven wttched and cheered em on. drugs everywhere, mad house people up 24/87 easy hold me down, down forced do drugs. aa nightmare for years till 09/24/2020 released to okc motel no whee near family and alone in big city mom died, dad died, and no money but fee dollars. scared alone got said from hope a mentally abuse aid facillity, they put me into handup a so called christain organaztion.that kicked me out and mentanly harrssed me to point i was syuicidaul, itold they]=m the day they kicked me out that i was filming them with body cama and they still told me to get mec=dcaal list that they had on file, i was told if i miss church or their g1 where g1 suposed be bible study but tey just watch bnascar or wrestleing never doing the bible studdy to milk , Do.c of money, kicking peopple like me who neve behind and do right help others out ontot [street,. but i stayed strong and even though my 3rd day homeless im better God has open my eyes and heart i feel free, and pure heartted no full anger and hate for them who told me go walk 2 miles to mental doctors and provide a list of meds so i would not fauil ua, knowing i would miss church and g1, but i did what u was told and haaaad a bad feeling. so had the case worker mental one at hope call up to hand up verfiying in was there doing what i was told and was scared and freakked out by all thiss, that i felt if she clled then they know i was doing all i waas supossed to, she did an dthey told her that all be ok. i got back 5 mins after servered eviction notice now im homelessbut i streess less ansd d feel better not allways puyt down and told that life e sucks and iyts gonna be like this till we die, i told mysself at hand up after hearing this friom head staff ray, that why do we live then?. but i seee it was i was helping lots people and happy and dthey dragged me down cause theiir own shame guilt for deceving D<O>C. andd the mentally handcapped liek me,. i dont want anyone to expunge my not past, just do justice hear this story help those there that are hurting like me. before they die or kill themselves like i almost did , luckly i had couple friends stewwie , joe king office worker and wiill burbanks that stoped my tears and pain before i did die.